You could be so many people, just make that break for freedom, what have you done today to make you feel proud.

I've had a really nice week so far, Monday i just dossed at home doing some work and just generally being lazy, yesterday i went to London with Anna, Helen, Grace, Meg, Grant, Dim et Gaylynn. I had such a really nice time (good grammer), it was a shame to leave really, i love london, i love it at night, with the lights, its sooo very pretty :) I had though been invited to london on 3 seperate occations this week, Monday, Yesterday and Friday, id have loved to go on all of them but when yesterday alone cost me £20 just getting to london and £15 on lunch, im now rather broke!! But i dont mind because i had a lovely time spending some quality time with some great friends...Today was pretty good aswell, i woke up latish, about 10, went to school for about 12ish and met up with Nikki and we went and "sold" mousemats to shops....i put sold in inverted comma's because i hadnt quite realised just how many chain/branded stores there are in maldon, we did sell some, above 20 but not as many as i'd of hoped.

On the last 2 nights ive watched the last episode of Life On Mars on BBCi, i love it, and im getting into Ashes to Ashes (the spin off series) which is rather good aswell.

I went some place mum and everyday I woke up in that place and i told myself I’m alive and I was, in some ways more than I’ve ever been. You know, a bar man, a bar man once told me, that you know when you’re alive because you can feel and you know when you’re not, because you don’t feel anything. I made a promise mum, I made a promise to someone I care about very much, “then you’ve got nothing to worry about, because you always keep your promises”

“Sam look at your hand”, I can’t feel it, “what”, err sorry excuse me....

It's a God awful small affair
To the girl with the mousey hair,
But her mummy is yelling, "No!"
And her daddy has told her to go,
But her friend is no where to be seen.
Now she walks through her sunken dream
To the seats with the clearest view
And she's hooked to the silver screen,
But the film is sadd'ning bore
For she's lived it ten times or more.
She could spit in the eyes of fools
As they ask her to focus on
Sailors
Fighting in the dance hall.
Oh man!
Look at those cavemen go.
It's the freakiest show.
Take a look at the lawman
Beating up the wrong guy.
Oh man!
Wonder if he'll ever know
He's in the best selling show.
Is there life on Mars?"

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